A spoon of love and a tons of sincere

Oh! I know its late for me to catch you Dear. You go with someone else that you wish you could be.. Its really make me feel dissapointed. Surely.. But, I know you will find your way, and my way too. Finally its time for us to choose our way.. You go to the right, and I stuck. I don't know where I want to go... I only have a spoon of love and a tons of sincere. Cause, I know you are my way.

Most Favorite Quotes

“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.” ― Dr. Seuss

“You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.” 
― Dr. Seuss

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"Walaupun di tidak ada lagi yang bisa kau percayai di dunia ini.. Percayalah bahwa aku mencintaimu sepenuh hatiku... - Ilana Tan (Sunshine becomes you)"

Between You and Him

Its really unpredictable condition. Between You and Him, hard hard hard and hard. I love both of you.. But its different situation.. Theres no reasons why i love you. I don't want to lose both of you, you two are a really different person:) I'm so happy that i have you all. But, now i know theres no me in him. We are just a bestfriend. Stay close, like theres nothing happens with us..

I'm just a cotton candy

I just want to be like a cotton candy always makes your day Sweet
I just want to be like a cotton candy who loves you tenderly
I just wanted to be a cotton candy that always makes your in pink mood

However, whether the cotton candy can always Sweet? Soft and Colorful?
So far, I do give a softness and sweetness. But am i have a Color in your eyes?
As you see the cotton candy, look Soft, Sweet and Colorful. But when you wet it with water that is likened to the wound .. The cotton candy in your hand it's broken with yourself ..

I want to be a cotton candy as you keep me from the water that will make the color broken, softness and sweetness in your love life..

Its me a COTTON CANDY...

A Big WHY?

Why why and why. This month is too much said what and why. Mad. tired I think far from happy. Tired of it all.Ddisappointed at all the people in this month. I need someone who really understands me share with him. Theres any people care? Care about my feel my heart?

People of the month!

Aloha! Lagi rajin nulis blog nih hihihi. Mau cerita orang-orang yang udah ngisi hari-hari gue di bulan Mei.

Pertama pasti sahabat-sahabat gue, Ima, Cicik, Amel, Vani, Ama,  kangeeeen banget banget. Biasanya kalo mau bulan Mei gue udah siap-siap nungguin surprise dari mereka (ngareeeepp) tapi tahun ini absen dulu kejauhan kalo ngasih surprise ampe kesini-sini. Tapi 4 orang dari mereka berhasil bikin nangis tengah malem hihihi

Kedua makin akrab nih sama temen-temen ditempat les! Yeaaay! Kak Jak, Rian, Adam. Kenapa? Pasti pada tanya kenapa gue lebih cepet akrab sama cowok dibanding sama cewek? Karena, kalo cewek-cewek yang baru dikenal itu biasanya cuma diem dan gak seseru cowok-cowok yang baru kenal hahaha. They are a nice guy. Seru di ajak ngobrol, sesama pecinta ice cream sejati *hiduuuup McD* hahaha, temen jalan yang bener-bener kocak, sama-sama autis, The BIG GANK di kelas gak ada kita sepi itu kelas, temen wisata kuliner pinggir jalan *sempet kaget gue dari gayanya high class tapi mereka ternyata lebih seneng makan dipinggir jalan dibanding resto atau cafe, bagus gak tekor jadi kalo nraktir* whahahah. Gue mau ceritain satu persatu.
Kak Jak : Termasuk golongan murid baru, tapi dia cepet akrab banget. Kak Jak ini kuliah di Trisakti jurusan hukum *Haloo the future lawyer* Asik banget diajak ngobrol, temen ngakak dikelas, autis kalo udah main game di iPhone-nya + kalo nntn spongebob diruang tamu EF hahaha dan pinter kok orgnya hihihi
Rian : Konyol, kocak. Sempet mikir kalo Rian itu jutek tapi enggak loh dia baik banget. Asik di ajak cerita, cepet akrab orangnya, pengetahuannya luas juga lohh. Tapi bandel-bandel gini pacarannya udah 1tahun lebih prokproook hebaat.
Adam : Pertama dia itu diem banget, tapi ternyata orangnya kocak parah. Gue suka ngakak karena tingkah laku sama cara ngomongnya gak sesuai sama penampilan dia yang "cowok banget" hahaha temen ngobrol yang seru. Gue inget kalo dia punya kucing, tapi yang gue bingung kenapa degdeg-an kalo Adam ngeliat mata gue? Hahaha konyol-__-"


Ketiga adalaaaaaaaaaaaah tedeng tedeeeeng Kak Veroo-nica eeh Vero Yudistira deng hahaha. Berawal dari gue yang iseng-iseng minta ramal sama dia, akhirnya jadi bisa seakrab gini. My New Brother! Hohoho Seru di ajak curhat, ngerti banget gue. Gue manggil Kak Vero itu Agen Magician. Kenapa? Karena dia jago banget sulap *biar di teraktir;p* hahaha Kak Vero ini Profesional Magician, jadi kalo yang mau belajar sulap boleh tanya-tanya sama kak Vero langsung. Baru sedikit ceritain tentang Kak Vero, nanti diceritain lagi setelah gue ketemu orangnya yaaaa!


Oke itu dia PEOPLE OF THE MONTH. With a BIG LOVE..

I'm happy with my life

Heeeihoo! Abis sibuk sama kegiatan dan acara sekolah nih. Capek, sakit, seneng, kesel semua jadi satu. Walaupun cuma kerja jadi panitia konsumsi, kayaknya disesuaikan sama jajanan gue yang tiap hari makin banyak whahaha=) mau cerita banyak tentang bulan mei. Satu-satu dulu yaaah.. Oke pertama mau ceritain tentang Artscore4 & Musicosmic5. Ini acara sekolahan gue kayak PORSENI (Pekan Olahraga dan Seni). Mulai dari tgl 4Mei-10Mei! Wohoooo berasa gimana capeknya tiap hari ngurusin makan orang. Sempeeeet kesel bangeeet2 sama salah satu *piiipp* disensor deh;p Gila yaa kalo dipikir2 gue kenal aja enggak sama dia. Tapi, tiap ngomong sama gue pake emosi terus. Pertama sih sabaar, tapi lama2 kan gondok juga yaaa. Ahh udah jgn dibahas deh darah tinggi ntar hahaha. Acaranya seru kok tapi sempet ngerasa kesepian karena anak-anak gak ada yang jadi panitia. Langsung ke klimaks, Musicosmic5! Yaaaa ini bagian-nya yang unjuk seni. Band, Theater, Cheers, Shuffle, DJ jadi satuuuu. Rameeee bgt yang dateng dan Alhamdulillah berjalan lancar. Guest starnya Hivi! sama Jamika. HiVi! sempet buat semua cewek-cewek 1 sekolah teriaak histeris sama ke-kecean mereka hahaha (termasuk gue salah satunya;p) Ohh iyaa DJ Booth juga berhasil buat 3angkatan joget bareng dilapangan. It sounds really great! Oke finally acara Artscore4&Musicosmic5 selesaaaaaiiiiiiiii!! Panitia-nya amazing termasuk gue yaaa hahaha.

Flashback 1st May 2012..
Happy Birthday to me!! Akhirnya 16thn, 1 tahun lagi 17thn guyyysss. Alhamdulillah semuanya pada ingeeet ulang tahun, gak bisa disebutin satu-satu yg ngucapin. Tapi sempet nangis pas my big sister send me a SMS "Selamat Ulang Tahun kecil bawel. You know? I miss you so badly. Semoga panjang umur sehat selalu, makin dewasa, pinter jaga brang(ceroboh dasar), tambah rajin sholat, makin jago bahasa inggrisnya.. Oh iyaaa semoga kita bisa ke PARIS bareng2 yaa (ini bagian yang buat gue nangiiiisss). Bisa bahagian Ayah sm Mama sama2. Oh iya jangan bandel ya kecil di Jakarta. I know you never make me dissapointed. Inget makin lama jomblo jangan makin jelek ya kecil. Sekali lagi happy birthday little princess. I love you so much.. Happy sweet16th!"dan ini sms yang dikirim sama kkak gue tepat jam 12 malem. Gimana gak nangis cobaaa but, its tears of joy. ARGH! Pokoknya semoga yang di doa-in saat itu semua nya bisa terkabul. Aminnn aminn..
Sempet sedih walaupun tahun ini gak dapet surprise seperti tahun-tahun sebelumnya. Tapi gak ngurangin rasa bersyukur kok sama Allah, bisa dikasih kesempatan sampe keumur 16thn ini.. Oke its time buat nge-flashback apa yang belom sempet dilakuin di 15thn, dan jadi PR di 16thn ini. Dan yang pasti berubah jadi lebih baik.. Aminn

Ohh iya mau masuik foto-foto pas Musicosmic5!

With @ayuelita

Gajah berkuping lebar=))

Shuffle Dance "Everday i'm shuffling"

With TeaterTeman! Watch out its ZOMBIEATTACK!

 

 

 

STUWBrother. Performing!

Powerpuff Girls<3

With SNAZZY cheerleading! *pendek bangeeeet:"(*

With Pilon (Pipi Balon) @amaliasenia

With Bapak-bapak rempong @Tbaguuus

DJ Booth in action!

say Hi! to Vi! HiVi on the stage!!!

Haloo ganteng @FebrianNindyo <3<3

Salah satu eh salah dua korban senyuman @FebrianNindyo

 

 

FINALLY! SELESAI EDISI BULAN MEI. See you soon!

a lots of LOVE *kiss* 

Wishful Thinking.

Ketika, ku anggap semua yg kau katakan padaku itu benar. Ketika perlakuanmu kepadaku begitu istimewa. Ketika, di mimpiku kau hadir. Ketika, kau lah yang menjadi alasan saat ku tersenyum. Ketika, ku sandarkan semua harapan-ku. Saat itu pula kau hilang,pergi tanpa jejak. Yang tak pernah ku ketahui apa alasan dibalik semua ini. . Ketika, ku berpikir semua angan-angan ini makin dekat ke genggaman-ku. Aku jatuh, sakit. Terlalu tinggi aku coba untuk meraih itu, ketika semua harapan itu semakin terbang tinggi tanpa arah. Jika, saat itu aku tidak ber-harap, tidak ber-angan, tidak ber-khayal, tidak ter-lalu tinggi meraih, mungkin aku tidak akan se-sakit ini saat jatuh. .

"You say you love rain,but you open your umbrella. You say you love the sun,but you find a shadow spot. You say you love the wind,but you close your windows. This is why i am afraid, you say that you love me too..." -william shakespear

Ending..

Mendung,geluduk hari-hari di bulan februari gue. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa capek gue :'( No. I'm not sad. I'm just tired and i need a hug. Oke,langsung ke klimaks. Gue sama si dia *ehem* udah end. Ie,En,Di yupp end. Yaaa gue sih yg mutusin dia. Entahlah,gue capek ngerasa hambar aja. Nothing special aja akhir-akhir ini. So boring to do all my activities school,love,friendship. Arrggghhh,i just want to SCREAAMMM "I wanna be FREEEEE" like a bird in cage! Aaaaah :(( No,not just about love. It's all about friendship,school! :O Hati gue digludukin,dipetirin hahahaha Drama Queen banget sih gue kayaknya yaaa :$ Maaaf,maaf buat semuanya yaa. Mkasih buat 5 bulan yg meaningful banget buat gue. You know sometimes we are fighting and laugh again. You know i don't give the best,i always try but it must end. So sorrrrrryyyyyyy for you. I feel the same like you,broken heart </3 Improve our hearts. . Merci for the sweetness you give.. <3

It's about my bestfriends

Kangeen! Kangen! Kangen! Kangen kalian Imaa,Cicik,Ujun,Amaa,Amirah,Amel,Febby. Haaa,ah pengen nangis kalo tiba-tiba kangen kalian. Sempet nyesel juga pindah kesini -__-" seharusnya bisa ngerasain masa-masa putih abu-abu bareng kalian. Imaa di SMA 6,Cicik di IGM yg katanya mau pindah kesini. Aduh cikk dipikir dulu buat pindah kesini,pee aja kadang suka kangen banget sama rumah. Disini bahaya buat cicik (sok dewasa). Tapi gakpapa deng kalo Cicik pindah kesini jadi bisa main bareng deh kita :P
Oke gue emang lebih banyak ngabisin waktu bareng Imaa , Cicik. Maklum yg lain jadwalnya padat Hihihi.Gue sama cicik,imaa pernah nonton Armada bareng (Demi sumpah ngakak--") sebenernya itu disuruh pak Am dteng ke GOR. Nonton Armada ujan-ujan :') Dapet pic gitarnya armada yg masih gue -ansimpen ampe sekarang. Imaa gue pernah liburan bareng sama imaa sekitar 10haria-an ke Jakarta. Gak berdua juga sih sama ex juga. Hari pertama gue sama imaa udh nongkrong seharian di PIM sama tante om-nya Imaa. Lupa hari keberapa gue,imaa,dan ex ke Dufaaaan. Eh enggak deng keliling2 Blok M dulu nyari oleh2 dan sebagainya hahaha maklum wanita-wanita rempong.Di Dufan full seharian! Voilaaa akhirnya sampe rumaaaah. Oke liburan pun berakhir! Hhihi
Oke gue gak terlalu banyak ceritain yg lain karena emang banyak banget cerita yg gak bisa ditulis maupun diketik.
I miss they for sure!

Just posted a Eiffel!

You know me so well? Right? It's one of many dreams that i wish could be.. Doctor,PR(Public Relations),Radio Annoucer,Designer,FRANCE,KOREA,SEOUL,BE OPPA WOO YOUNG GF's,MEET LEE MIN HO.(too excited). Okay,it's enough. I just waat to post something ,not only something its everything for me. Yes, it's EIFFEL!

EIFFEL I'M IN LOVE!

My Senior High School moment!

Yupp! In Friday, 9th December 2011 i can past my EXAM succes!! Yeay, i feel free because my exam is finish. Although i have a 5 subject remedials score =)) LOL! It's mean if i must doing remedial test in the next week. But , i'm not lucky for the next cause i fall sick :& so , i must take a rest full! Thats make me unhappy, can't doing remedial test. So i just can stay in my bedroom.

Monday, 19th December 2011 i come back to my school again! Yippie! Today is my fisrt classmeeting in Senior High School. Just watched a basketball and futsal tournament. And Oh My GOD! I saw him yaaaaww , it's make me blushing :">
Tuesday, 20th December 2011 i don't know why i feel so nervous today! :$ and you know what? I chosen to be represent my class on Story Telling contest in my school. GET PANICC!! :O so, i need help from my ex:p But, you know what? He wants me to comeback to be his GIRLFRIEND! Yes, it's a second shock today! Errrrr.. At the first i can't believed what his says. But, i can't lie cause my heart says"YES" when read this question. So, I come back with him! So i make this for him