Curhaaaat

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done...

Tau kan itu lirik lagu nya Avril yg My Happy Ending . Tapiii , menurut gue endingnya di gue itu gak Happy sama sekali -___-" Gue nyesel apapun bentuknya kok bisa gue ampe ngerasain "rasa" itu -__-" Nyeseeel banget deh gue pny itu rasa sama orang yang salah . Please Tuhan gue gak mau salah lagi . Gimana sih rasanya ngeliat orang yg lo suka lg sama cewek di depan mata lo sendiri ? Sakit ? Oh pasti .. Siapa yg tau kalo gue nahan nangis hari itu ? Lo ngasih harapan gitu doang sama gue , terus lo pergi gitu aja tanpa lo tau gimana rasa nya jadi gue . Entahlah gue gak ngerti maksud lo apa dari semua ini . Tapi , please kalo emang lo cuma nganggep gue temen atau apalah itu .. Ini curhaaat gue yg kesekian sama nih blog *tears*